H.O.S.T.

Oh the noise is deafening.Pound! Pound! Pound! But, where is it coming from?Who is it coming from?What is the sound I hear?Pound! Pound! Pound! Oh, it's unbearable to my ears/ It seers past my ears and rips into my brain like a Tarantula wasp larva slowing gnawing it's way out of a paralyzed spider's thorax...completely alive and aware of the foreign host that has invaded you but unable to lift a single part of the body. It consumes you and eats you alive and you can't stop it. Oh, the noise!! I can't take it anymore...Pound! Pound! Pound! Am I bleeding? There's redness pouring from my ears...my nose...my throat...my heart..... where is my head? Where is my mind? There's nothing in here...but what is it that god awful noises? Is it in my mind? But where the hell is my mind? How can something be in my head when I don't even know where my head is? Pound! Pound! Pound! SHUT UP!!! Please!! Give me relief.....give me silence....why have you come into my life with your torture and sadism? You sick fuck!!! Who are you? Where are you? This is a work of an unnatural order...what unholiness has invaded my heart? Please stop....please stop, I beg you. Pound! Pound! Pound! I pick up this gun, I pick up this bullet and I seek silence....I will bind the unnatural. I will stifle the unholiness. Pound! Pound! Pound!. It's loaded....it's ready to go... will the permanent coldness of death persuade you to leave this place? Will the cold steel to my temple be a stark deterrent for your menacing? You have hollowed out my conscience into an empty drum with nothing inside. Pound! Pound! Pound! It doesn't bother me anymore....nothing does....there's nothing here anymore...coldness, darkness, silence, a eerie serenity...your noise does not concern me anymore....not where I am. You won...... you won.